Monday October, 3rd 2011
2:53am
Dear Josh,
I just want to let you know how happy you have made me in the past 5 years. You were my best friend from the beginning. We had so much in common it was ridiculous, the same music, the same movies, ect. We were always the couple who wasn't even together. It's hard to believe that in March we will have known each other for 6 years! We have done everything together for 6 years! lol.
I remember calling you and being on the phone for 13 hours one time when you were in Maryland. I think that was our longest phone call, and we weren't even dating. I remember waiting for you to call everyday. I remember when you stopped calling and when you did call I was gone. I was so upset. lol. I remember waiting for you to call me everyday after school (only because you got home later than I did) I remember from the moment you came to sit at our lunch table I knew I had to be around you all the time. I liked everything about you (your hair mostly and your eyes... lol) But I never thought you would like me as much as I liked you.
I remember us being a big deal to all our friends. Remember the M.A.S.S.? (Mandi And Some Sicko's) Everyone knew we would eventually get together before we did. lol.
I remember when you would spend the night we would sleep with your head at the head of the be and my head at the foot, and we would hold each others legs until we fell asleep. :]
I remember always bringing one of your hoodies home from school because it smelled like you. I would return it when the smell wore off. :P
I remember when you would spend the night we would sleep with your head at the head of the be and my head at the foot, and we would hold each others legs until we fell asleep. :]
I remember always bringing one of your hoodies home from school because it smelled like you. I would return it when the smell wore off. :P
I remember Mandi Cook talking to both of us on MSN one night and she told me that you told her you liked me. I was so excited. We sat up all night talking about it. I was nervous because we were such good friends. I didn't want to loose that friendship. But I'm so glad I took that chance.
The day we went to the AAR concert you told me you had something you wanted to tell me. I kinda knew then. :] That was the first time we held hands.
On our way home that night you told me you liked me and asked me to go out with you. You were so nervous. :] I said yes and we laid down in the back of Bill's truck and went straight to sleep...only to be woke up when the brakes fell off the truck...lol.
On our way home that night you told me you liked me and asked me to go out with you. You were so nervous. :] I said yes and we laid down in the back of Bill's truck and went straight to sleep...only to be woke up when the brakes fell off the truck...lol.
Our first kiss was 6 days later and Mandi was so mad because she missed it... :P She ran all the way here to tell everyone else. lol
On our 2 year dating anniversary you wanted to propose and I'm sorry they didn't have the ring you wanted to get me in my size. But the one I got was PERFECT. Manda is still jealous. lol. And she is still pissed because you took her birthday glory away. :P
I remember being so pissed when I came home from work that night. You came and picked me up and you were on the phone with your daddy. We pulled in to driveway and you helped me get some stuff out of the car. While I was putting it in the fridge you said..."I've been thinking about how I'm going to propose to you." I said, "really?" you said "Yep, want me to tell ya?" "Yeah" "Well, I'd get down on one knee like this...(gets down on one knee) I'd reach into my pocket like this (reaches into pocket) I'd pull out a box like this (pulls out box) and I'd open it and say Autumn, I love you so much, will you marry me?" I remember being so shocked I just hugged you and started to cry. I didn't even answer you right away, until you looked at me and said "well is it yes or no" I just nodded and said "yes yes yes." :] Everyone of our friends where up at dad and mom's waiting for you to propose. But you remembered me telling you that when you did I just wanted it to be me and you. :] I love you!
On October 30th, 2009 we got married in Dad's bar room. It was the best day of my life! I know it was a small wedding, but I'm glad we did it the way we did. I wouldn't have it any other way. One day we will have a bigger "celebration." :P I know we are young, but that only means we get to spend more time together. :] I can't wait till we are old and grey sitting in our rocking chairs. :]
I remember being so pissed when I came home from work that night. You came and picked me up and you were on the phone with your daddy. We pulled in to driveway and you helped me get some stuff out of the car. While I was putting it in the fridge you said..."I've been thinking about how I'm going to propose to you." I said, "really?" you said "Yep, want me to tell ya?" "Yeah" "Well, I'd get down on one knee like this...(gets down on one knee) I'd reach into my pocket like this (reaches into pocket) I'd pull out a box like this (pulls out box) and I'd open it and say Autumn, I love you so much, will you marry me?" I remember being so shocked I just hugged you and started to cry. I didn't even answer you right away, until you looked at me and said "well is it yes or no" I just nodded and said "yes yes yes." :] Everyone of our friends where up at dad and mom's waiting for you to propose. But you remembered me telling you that when you did I just wanted it to be me and you. :] I love you!
On October 30th, 2009 we got married in Dad's bar room. It was the best day of my life! I know it was a small wedding, but I'm glad we did it the way we did. I wouldn't have it any other way. One day we will have a bigger "celebration." :P I know we are young, but that only means we get to spend more time together. :] I can't wait till we are old and grey sitting in our rocking chairs. :]
I love you, so much. You have been there for me during some of the hardest times in my life, and I can't thank you enough for that. You are my everything. I wouldn't change a thing about our life together. I love you more than words could ever express!
I can't wait to celebrate our 2 year wedding anniversary. It's so hard to believe we have been married for 2 years already. :] Even though we will have our ups and downs and go through some hard times, there is no one in this world I would rather go through the hard times with.
I hope I'm everything you hoped for because you are everything to me. I know I suck at keeping the house spotless and cooking dinner everyday, but I do my best and you never complain. :] I also want to thank you for making sure we have everything we need and want. You are amazing whether you see it or not. I do. And I will do my best to make sure you know that...everyday for the rest of my life. I love you. There is no one else like you...ever. There will never be anyone else like you...ever. And I will never want anyone else like I want you...ever. I loved you 5 years ago and I love you today and I will love you for the rest of my life. You are everything to me.
Your Wife,
Autumn Dawn Lester
(Aumy)
